My mother passed away recently, and one of the ways that I have been processing my grief is to take it to my looms and weave about it.
Because I am deeply focused on weaving tapestries and woven pieces for my solo show, ‘Woven Women’, it was natural that this weaving would take the form of a Woven Woman.
My mother suffered from a form of dementia, I have been feeling is how sweet it is for her to be released from that dreadful fog of confusion……..
And, so, I have woven a piece on my Saori loom with supplemental embellishment with my stick weaving loom, that I call:
“Out of the Mist”. She’s approximately 30 inches tall by about 10 inches wide at the widest point:
‘Out of the Mist’ by Noreen Crone-Findlay (c)
One of my close friends gave me a seashell instead of a card, and it felt natural to have it become part of this piece.
I made a Kumihimo cord and tied a Celtic everlasting knot, which is stitched to her forehead, but barely visible under her cowl.
Weaving this tribute brought me great peace and comfort, and I think that my Mom would like it a lot.
I am calling this series, ‘Woven Women’. I made a little video mini tour of one corner of my studio, showing ‘The Green Empress’.
The Green Empress brings together many of my favorite fiber techniques: Tapestry weaving, inkle weaving, small loom weaving, crochet, wire work, tatting and punch needle embroidery.
My plan is to eventually have enough ‘Woven Women’ for a one woman show. I don’t have enough of them finished yet, but I am working on it!
Here are some more photos and the video tour that shows The Green Empress:
Close up of one eye and part of the crown. You can see that I love Byzantine art, as there is a definite influence here.
And, here is the link to a mini studio tour, with my wonderful husband playing one of his compositions (with our small dog in his lap, as small dog insists on sitting in Jim’s lap when he plays and practices!)
For weeks and weeks, I have been avoiding working on one of my Goddess tapestries.
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I just couldn’t summon the courage to weave her face…
The metaphor or pun is, of course: I couldn’t face her.
Well… I decided yesterday, that I am going to finish weaving her before this year is done.
So, I got out the lovely new sketchbook/journal that my daughter gave me for Christmas, and the gorgeous aquarelle watercolor pencils that my son gave me, and started sketching:
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That was exactly what I needed to break the barriers I had set up between the tapestry and myself.
Then, under the close supervision of Ms Kitty, who settled in on her usual perch: I wove the face four different ways.
I kept tearing it out and re-weaving until I was happy with it.
Tapestry weaving is wonderfully forgiving: You simply go back and pull out what you don’t like and weave again until you find the solution.
It’s fascinating, because, as I weave, I become aware of all the running chatter that flaps through my mind.
I have to consciously work at stilling the negative voices and work on letting just the appropriate stuff through.
So, weaving is a VERY Zen process.
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Just ask Ms Kitty.
She knows all about Zen.
And, she also knows all about weaving.
She’ll be happy to tell you about it.
Or perhaps she’ll just smile sweetly at you and wink.